For the longest time I’ve known that the man I would marry would pursue wholeheartedly. There would be no holding back as he would realize my value and jump through hoops to capture his prize. And for the longest time that did not happen. Even in past relationships, I did not experience what the depths of my heart was longing for.
To be romanced.
To be beautiful.
To be valued.
I did not experience those things until now. His pursuit has awakened every aspect of my own femininity. There are places residing in me that I was not even aware existed which are just now being revealed. His own masculinity easily ignites flames of desire like no other man has before him, probably because he has and is, taking the time to discover the keys to my heart.
The affirmation I am receiving in a mere few weeks has sadly been the most I’ve received my whole 3 decades of life. It makes me heady with sensations hardly describable on paper but known by all who have been pursued by a godly man.
And that is what he is. Up-front about his intentions, not playing any type of games, and wanting God’s best not only for himself but for me. His heart is to do what is right. He has set the bar high. Holiness, righteousness, purity, these are just a few of the qualities he exhibits and values. We are both hoping he will be the “last Mohican”, meaning no other suitors will follow his lead. Only time will tell. But for now, we are enjoying the moment. I am enjoying the pursuit. I am enjoying him.
SHALOM
