I know that it is about the NOW.
I go for walks. I go to bed late. I run and talk and BE. I nap and read and AM. I fill my time with activities of my choosing but usually with nothing at all. It is the season I’m in, I remind myself. It is the NOW.
I make attempts at gratitude, focusing on the benefits. I realize the truth is to seek Him and cleave to Him and find my life in Him.
He knows my times and seasons. He knows and has set my boundaries. He hedges me in for His purpose. For His namesake. He is always with me, even though I am alone.